Things I always tell myself.

I always tell myself things to keep from crying...

I tell myself that I don't have to cry about things I can't do anything about at that moment. I've tried to keep that in my mind and surprisingly, it went all well.

I also told myself to stop being too nice and stop being a doormat. I have to stop hiding from things and just come out, showing my feelings. I need to be a bit more bossy with some things.

Then I said to myself that I had to stop being so shy and make some friends, what I did. I have no regrets of doing that. I actually found out that I was good at making friends, as I got so many friends in a little time. Everyone likes me :D

So, yeah, I actually taught myself a lesson and I promised I won't change. I didn't actually changed, I just made myself a better person, you know. Changing is more like from man to a woman. Changing is like everybody else is doing right now, while I remain the same.

People really change a lot, and it actually really pisses me off right now. I wish everybody was being themselves and not some kind of actor that is just playing around.

Most of the people will say I’m wrong, but just look at yourself, aren’t you the one who’s wrong? Aren’t you the one that changed? Look at yourself before you judge me is a rule that you have to follow before you can even start to say that you know me very well.

Yep, that’s it.