Life wasn't moving on.

I was just a normal girl. I lived a happy and joyful life. But it changed later on...

...My grandparents were having a fight with my parents and since that day, I've never seen them again. I was very sad since that happened, but that wasn't all. I was bullied too.

But I wasn't planning to end my life or something, I was trying to be strong, but I just couldn't. One day, I was crying in pain, while some people in my class were just laughing at me. Since that happened, I was only crying alone for the rest of the year.

People always think I am overreacting, but maybe if they knew what I've been through, they'd understand, right? I mean, I've lost my granddad, my cousin, my happiness and even myself...

I was trying to figure out who I was for months, while people told me who I was. I didn't really believed what they said. Even if it were positive reactions, though. They would tell me that I was sweet and funny, but I actually never believed them. I always thought they lied to me to make me feel comfortable.

I actually saw myself as a useless person, a nobody, a loner...

I didn't had any self respect. And that's how my life was for almost a year.