Even when I just cried, I can put up a smile. Just try to smile, it will heal a little of the pain. I've been moving on for a while already, and I've left the past that was making me sad behind me.
Sadly I still have some problems like being forced to do things or someone calling me names. I also try to get a little accepted, but some just can't seem to just accept me as who I am, sadly. Still feel a bit lonely at school, but I guess that'll change when I go to OVC..
I hope I'll get some peace. I hope I'll be accepted as who I am. I am quiet, but I'm strong. I'll be myself forever and always. Whatever they tell me, I'll never change. This is me and this is how I'll be for my whole life. Go ahead and hate me, for being me.
The only thing I do is listen and help people, the only thing I do is caring for others, when other people aren't around, the only thing I do is trying to be accepted.. I know it's hard to be loved by everyone. It's actually impossible. Everybody has at least one hater. I'm not perfect, maybe that's why? Maybe it's just that I'm hurt too fast? Maybe because I'm shy.. Maybe it is because I am myself. How should I know?
I am Sidney Noëlle Elia, and I won't ever and I mean EVER change.
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