What do I think of this year?

I know, I'm late with this, but better late than never!

Well, I think this year was better than the previous one. Why do I think that? Well, let me explain that to you!

I got less bullied this year and finally got over my depression, which I had for a year. I've made new friends and I even got someone to share my life with.

He's not my boyfriend yet, but we're very close already. Remember the Antonio I told you about? Well, that's him! We are both in love with each other. I confessed my love to him two months ago. He told me he felt the same and I was very happy about that.

I began smiling more and my life was a lot more worth living! He's the one that helped me a lot and I'm so glad that I know him. Without him I might still be sad. He gave me the strength to move on. I just had to believe in it that everything was going to be alright!

I also started to try my best on studying and I got good grades. I've fought for it to pass this school year, and hopefully I'll pass. I will go to OVC when I do and make new friends and new experiences. Nobody knows me there, so there are all new children and new chances.

I'm looking forward to meet new people and get to know them! I'm going to try not to be invisible in the class, like I always was. I'm going to try to be less quiet and I'm going to do my best!

(sorry it's late) random blog

Even when I just cried, I can put up a smile. Just try to smile, it will heal a little of the pain. I've been moving on for a while already, and I've left the past that was making me sad behind me. 

Sadly I still have some problems like being forced to do things or someone calling me names. I also try to get a little accepted, but some just can't seem to just accept me as who I am, sadly. Still feel a bit lonely at school, but I guess that'll change when I go to OVC..

I hope I'll get some peace. I hope I'll be accepted as who I am. I am quiet, but I'm strong. I'll be myself forever and always. Whatever they tell me, I'll never change. This is me and this is how I'll be for my whole life. Go ahead and hate me, for being me. 

The only thing I do is listen and help people, the only thing I do is caring for others, when other people aren't around, the only thing I do is trying to be accepted.. I know it's hard to be loved by everyone. It's actually impossible. Everybody has at least one hater. I'm not perfect, maybe that's why? Maybe it's just that I'm hurt too fast? Maybe because I'm shy.. Maybe it is because I am myself. How should I know?

I am Sidney Noëlle Elia, and I won't ever and I mean EVER change.