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Hello!

My blog is completely random, but hey, who cares?

Okay, plans for may. Uh, I don't have any. And why? Because I have to work on school and blah blah blah. So for three months, there are no friends coming over and when I don't have homework, I have to do boring things like reading! Sometimes I just can't take it anymore! They think it's because of my friends! I was just lazy and that was the problem.

I'm honest! So yeah.

I wish I had more to tell, but the only thing I can tell is that I have to make homework and stay home. It's all my fault.. If I did my best this year, this problem wasn't in my way. But this isn't solving anything at all!

I feel lonely, I miss my friends, and most importantly, I can't have fun. I didn't even met with my friends that much. I didn't even met some friends yet, they are all skype friends who live near my place.

I'm so frustrated, because I have to miss everything. I know that life isn't only about having fun, but it also isn't only about school.

I feel so sad.

This isn't fun for me, this isn't fun for anyone.

"It's the best for you." No, it isn't! I just made friends, and now you won't allow me to get to know them more? Now you just leave me here in my room, all alone, while at school it's the same? Just studying, no fun.

I feel caged inside this house. I can't meet friends, I can't make new friends, I disappoint my friends...

I feel like I've lost them a little.