zaterdag 17 november 2012

What's on my mind?

When I grow up, I want to be a singer/songwriter. I want to be known by artists and work together with them and be friends. I hope I will ever get to record a song with Taylor Swift, my idol. If I will be famous when I'm older, I wanna be happy and loved by everyone, well, maybe some haters, but haters makes me strong. This is not my only dream, because...

I'd like to be a good mother and a good wife of a loving husband. Talking about love, my other dream is finding a true love and be happy together! This sounds all sappy, but this is just me, you know...

My title said: "what's on my mind?" so I'll tell you!!

When I really think about stuff, is when I take a stroll with my dog in the forest. It can be about hate, love or disappointment. But sometimes I am thinking about things in class and that always makes me drift away, but that's not really good, isn't it? Well, I can't help myself with that, because I get distracted really fast, you know...

If thinking about things that are hurting me so bad, I grab my pen and get a piece of paper and write my thoughts on it. That's the only way to make me a little calm. Sometimes it gets so horrible, I even stay up for a whole night and get so tired the next day, not feeling comfortable at all.

If I am thinking about good things, it's probably about love! Love makes me happy!

If it's about disappointment, it's mostly about friendships, because there are some people that are in my way, but they'll never disappear out of my memories. Sometimes there were some people that were not there for me, when I was dying from inside, and that hurts me so bad.

I'm glad that I have friends that aren't like them and are always there to make me happy :D. They accept me who I am and they trust  me completely.

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