Hey there,
Sorry for the late blog, but yeah...
Elemantary School wasn't the best. I only had one true friend. His name is Dion. I've met him when I skipped 3rd grade and moved over to 4th grade. I had a crush on him, for a little while though, because I was liking many guys in the past. Sadly, I wasn't popular at all. Nobody liked me back, so I always ended up with nothing.
When I was like four years old, I was a little of a problem child. Not all my fault, because I have ADHD and I could get agressive because of that. I was always hitting classmates and also pulling their hair, if they had enough hair on their heads to pull it.
I had to do 'Kanjertraining' to make myself a better person and i went from agressive to the opposite. Sadly, I got insecure and nobody was scared of me anymore. I was the weird one and also the youngest one when I skipped third grade. Nobody liked me and I was just some kind of freak, I guess...
I've felt alone at elemantary school. Even cried because I once went to some friends, but no one was home. I really felt like I was standing on my own.
The teachers didn't really notice, I guess. I guess I was hiding it all.
Later on, last year of elemantary school, my foot began to hurt and it was a bother to me. I couldn't participate Gym Class because of that and people kind of thought I was just whining like a baby, but honestly, I was in pain. I didn't knew why my foot was hurt, but I didn't care, it was pain, pain is bad.
So, yeah.
After Gym Class... I always walked home alone, just crying. My best friend even said I was just whining and that I just had to get up and participate. I didn't move a muscle...
Also, I was not really that 'normal' girl they were speaking of back then. In their eyes, a normal girl should wear pink and hate boys. I even played with my brother his Action Man figures and I also loved wearing dresses though, but I just couldn't get along with girls. I always ended up trying to join the boys with whatever they were doing...
They didn't like me most of the time though, but they let me join sometimes.
This was my blog about elemantary school ;3
