Christmas, here I come!

So, yeah, tomorrow it's gonna be Christmas eve! I hope my jaw doesn't hurt then... Yesterday I went shopping (well not really shopping) with my mom and we bought some things.

First we were watching my dad perform with CoZy, his band. Well, not the whole band was performing at that moment, but okay... He was doing it for Serious Request. I guess you know about that!

Then we've got to the coolcat to get a wintercoat, but it wasn't a good succes.... :(

Anyway, I went shopping with my mom and my brother too. My brother was very annoying, as usual actually. That's what little sisters are for right? lol. But yeah, I chose some presents and stuff. I chose for boots with (finally!) heels. Yep, I never walked on heels (except that fairytale thing with the high heels then).

 After that, we've got to the claire's and we bought donut earbuds and pink nerdy glasses!! (the glasses are in the picture by the way...)

So, yeah. That's what I actually did!

Tomorrow I'm going to open the presents under my mom's tree, I guess... And then Tuesday, we're going to open presents at my grandmom and grandad's (they are from my mother's side). After that, we're going to my dad's and I'm going to open a present of my uncle Bart!

I don't know when I'm opening the presents of my dad, (step)grandad and my stepmom... Probably Wednesday, I guess? Or Tuesday....

Anyway, that's what I'm gonna do this vacation ^_^

Updating my life :D

So.. My last blog was about not being nice to people who don't deserve it, but I'm only bringing myself down when I'm just acting like such a bitch. I'm not so worried about the bullying anymore and I am happier than ever before.

Yesterday I met some Dutch celebrities like Brownie Dutch and Charly Luske. Too bad I didn't won the finals of the Almere Talent Awards....

But yeah, I think it's more important to focus on school and this was just the beginning. I wasn't really thinking about winning the competition, I saw it as a great begin of my dream. I'm just twelve years old and I have so much to learn...

But we were talking about acting like a bitch, right?...

I don't want to change and I wasn't myself this year, so I'm going to be myself again from now on and hope for a good 2013.

The truth is that I'm not a quiet, depressive and emotionless girl. I'm a happy, joyful and shy girl, but nobody, except my closest friends know that. Some friends even forgot that...

I'm going to let go the bad things, but still I am trapped in the past. But I'm glad I have somebody by my side. He accepts me as who I am, he understands me and he listens to me.. But I also do the same to him and he knows I also care about him.

Yep, he's my crush for like three months already now at this moment.